Wow, I haven't written a journal in quite a while...over a month, actually. That's odd. Well, let's see what's been going on lately...I got the lead in a play! I get to be Jo in Little Women, which is hella fun, except I have to cry onstage five times. :/ Ugh, I hate crying. If someone's REALLY uncomfortable crying in front of people, is that unhealthy? Because someone told me it was, but I don't think so...I've been writing a lot lately - not just poems, mostly random pointless writing to myself that no one will ever read. It seems stupid, but it gets me through the day, I guess. Sometimes I write like three pages front-and-back over the course of a school day, because it feels like there are SO many thoughts all squished together in my mind with no escape, and if I don't pop a hole (with a pen, of course) in the balloon that is my brain then it will ExPlOdE. So I suppose writing is my way to get that release, because I feel so, so much better after I've written. Ahhh it's nice...even though I usually put the papers through the shredder afterward, heh...